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alright. after getting to bed at like 2:30, i was awoken by my mother's yelling at 6:45...i was already having trouble getting back to sleep, and my mom burts in to my room to give me my mail...then a bunch of my parents' loud friends came over (i think my dad was taking them to the airport), i was crying i was so tired and couldn't sleep. then, final straw, construction people showed up next door, and are doing something with chemicals that smells horrific. so. on 4 solid hours of sleep, i try to begin this paper...and what do i see in my notes on it? It has to be "consistent and unified". Now. How the HELL do i do this when my point is my theory is neither consistent nor unified. that is WHAT my theory is. It changes for the text. oh good. i am so screwed. i was really feeling good about this last night, now i don't even know where to begin...again.

Hollie, if you see this soon. HELP!

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well...i'm almost done with my paper. It's four and a half pages. But i still have to refute one argument and write the conflusion, so that should definitely take it past five. my professor is gonna wonder if i was high when writing it. i swear it is so whacky. it is definitely not "consistent and unified" but you know how much i care??? ( ) <---that much. what's he gonna do, give me a B? a B-? A C+, god forbid? i doubt he'd do that. Unless he thinks i totally disregarded the assingment, in which case i'd get an even lower grade. But I don't think it will get that far. I'm only hopign for a B in the class anyway. I've worked my ass off in it, and if i can't do better than that, than so be it.

here's a randome quote for your reading pleasure:

So tired
Take the longest day
Throw it all away
I can't stand it
But I can't do anything
Every day's the same
Nothing ever change
I can't stand it
But I can't do anything
(Toad the Wet Sprocket, Woodburning)