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[karenor]

grr arg. I'm kinda mad at the people who make "angel" right now. i had a lot of respect for this show, soooo much more than "buffy" but god it is just working on my last nerve. i knew it was coming for a while, but gah this show is so GOOD. everything about it is great, the actors, the amazing directing and editing, and everything technical. they do suspense so well. but none of this matters without a decent story. which the show is lacking right now.

on to actual news. i'm calling the doctor tomorrow. enough of this shit. i'm tired of going to bed terrified i won't wake up. he says it takes a coupla weeks for him to see the chest xrays. which is crap, they're done right then and there when they take them. it doesn't take two weeks for them to walk up a flight of stairs. i'm gonna make sure he sees them, and if they're nothing in them, i'm requesting a ctscan. i've got a lot of work to do before spring break and i can't if i'm in pain and i feel like crap. i've got enough problems as it is.

i might be getting a work at home job for 15 bucks an hour. only about 10 hours a week, but its more than nothing. its some sort of internet thing. keeping track of traffic or somesuch, that my brother's friend is supposedly offering me. he has a website design/maintainance company. all i need to hear is work at home from my home computer. i wonder if i need a highspeed connection tho. anyway, i'm supposed to get the details tomorrow. it would be nice to have a little money. that's about how much i was making at my last job working 3 times as much so... oh i wonder if this will be under the table. somehow i assumed it would be. but it could be all legit like. that would suck... prolly won't be. he doesn't have any other employees. and its a big pain in the ass to set that all up with the EED all legitlike. whatever. works work, it can go on a resume and it can put money in the bank. and it sounds fairly mindless. we'll see.

four more days of class before spring break. god i can't wait. i'm actually excited for my tori shows too. how nice. hope it doesn't interfere with my possible new job. cuz i NEED this vacation in a major way. need to get an oil change too. think i'm like 2k miles over. bad karen, bad.

i'm super tired, maybe i'll actually be able to sleep some.

my brain and body hurt.

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i called, but you know, all i can do is leave a message and hope that he calls back. unless i wanna go to urgent care and pay $100. i will if it gets really bad...