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so i've been avoiding coming online since yesterday afternoon. i didn't want to see friends' antiwar postings. not that everyone isn't entitled to an opinion. i just get really angry that i have almost no one to talk to outside of my family. and honestly, it is absolutely beyond me how ANYONE can be against this military action. for reals. i was arguing with my best friend last night. she says the bottom line is she wants no dead people, that's why she's anti war. well fuck, i'm anti war too! i want the least amount of dead people possible, that's why i SUPPORT the decision of our government to oust a TERRORIST and save lives. i've tried and cannot undersand the other perspective.

i am so freaking mad. and sad. and frustrated. and my mom has been putting off calling her sister in israel. my cousin (her son) and his family recently moved there. he is an accountant working for the american government in israel. they were always told that at the first word of war with iraq they were to up and leave the country with like one suitcase. but they've got nowhere to go...since their house in d.c. is rented out...

i've spent most of this day in such a funk cuz of all this. i think its the right thing to do, i really do. i just hate feeling like everyone around me hates me for feeling this way. still a majority of the country is in support...but hardly any of them live in southern california or go to my school...that is having a walk out when "the bombing starts". PA LEEZE.

that's me piece...