karenor | i should write this down before i forget

last night i dreamt i was a football player. highschool, i think. i was a chick, but i wasn't me. i was skinny and blond. and mostly the coach wouldn't let me play. i had this whole thing in my head, i mean everything that goes with the situation if it was real...you know being the only girl on a football team, being made fun of and everything. Then something made the coach mad. I don't know if i did it, or the other guy did it (possibly the quarterback or some other important player on the team, i know very little about football) but something happened to make the coach mad. and his solution was that he (the other guy, who was a very atrractive brown haired guy) change positions. As far as i can tell, i hadn't played like ever, and certainly not in that game. When i say positions, it wasn't just playing, we had to switch uniforms. All but the little tight pants. It was like a punishment, to me or him, i dunno. But it was all very humourous to the rest of the team that accompanied us off the field to the locker room (i dunno if it was halftime or if we stopped the game for this). But we all went back to the locker room. I don't remember undressing, but i do remember taking the other guy's shirt (or jersey or whatever they're called). Our uniforms were bright blue. but like half his shirt was covered in fresh blood. (his i guess, or someone elses, but like it was wet and cold with it. And i was like "i have to put THIS on" and the coach told me i had to. I put it on and i clearly recall saying "this is the most disgusting thing i've ever had to do". And then came all the larger padding, and the strange helmet (it was not a regular football helmet, it had some sort of suction cup on the inside to keep it on. And i adjusted the chinstraps (which were also a mouthguard somehow to their smallest size for my little head (which apparently i had in this strange dream). The guys on the team were like hooting and laughing the whole time. Then i put on a strange black glove that buttoned and i couldn't get it buttoned right and had to fuss with it while walking out cuz we had to get back to the field. As we walked back along the side of a building many people were walking by the other way. they were dressed normally, but i think they were the school band. they were laughing. we looked silly. i don't remember much after that.

than i had an even stranger dream of which i only remember bits and pieces. but it had to do with people being ghosts and not knowing and not understanding and being trapped with them, and they were people i knew, but didn't. sometimes it was really scary and sometimes they were annoying. we talked exorcism at one point. there was driving...i don't remember. seems really interesting. i really should have written this all down when i woke up. oh well.